Hallelujah!

managed to get myself up..wanted to train for ippt but look at e sunlight beaming in..erm..maybe tmw then train loh..haha..i'm rejuvenated though i look a bit tired as always haha..thank God..

think God spoke to me a quite a bit when i was reading 'e purpose-driven life' chapter 21..be realistic in my expectations abt fellowship + focus on wat is common, not our differences..gosh..the pts just hit me tt i had been quite negative n critical recently..chose to focus more on - than +..doubt pple's sincerity..i repented after i read tt..

was glad tt Zewei encouraged me to perservere, asked me to take more vitamin S-haha more spiritual pills in 4 different forms..habits, values, environment n dreams...instead of taking panadol when i fall sick..not gd..think wat he shared made sense..keep yourself healthy spiritually is impt..juz like running, if i dun run regularly..i'd get tired easily juz as i had experienced tis 2 wks..haha..i need to run once/twice a wk..feels refreshed..maintains my stamina..

kinda of reminded me of e dreams i want to pursue for God in Nus..though things seem gloomy recently but i believe there's hope..was amazed tt one picture tt God showed me during e church camp had come true!! Praise God ! He was painting a pic tt my tis sem w'd be xiong man..busy n hectic..going to n forth from HQ..giving pple Bible study, bringing PLs to sow there..but it is worth it..AMen! I'm building something tt w'd last eternally, not juz for tis lifetime alone..wow..tis truth is powerful..it's reminsicent of wat God describes all tis while..me,ben n rob had a gd time sharing w tianrui on thurs..me n kin wee met up w a sci PL-chia guan for lunch at east HQ..chose a Chrisitan name for benglee-he'd be called Timothy Peh! sort of suits him..young..haha..have e heart for God n e pple around..envision tt he'd be a shepherd soon..have a flock of arts bro!! under his care..

Thank you Lord! really look forward to the other picture you showed me..to preach/share at one of the LTs in arts..think it's LT8 if i'm not wrong..believe it'd come to pass..i can't help but feel excited man..now arts bro oredi got 5-me,rob,wz,benglee n edwin-he's along e way..tianrui hopefully by mid-sep..jonathan maybe as he's quite lost w doing all e readings/elson-benglee's frenz looking for church now..wow..we are going to birth into a new care group! : ) after a cg, then a Unit-now we got 12 arts pple studying still..wow..+!2 more..tt's fantastic..our NUS 100 vision w'd be done..if God can use me n my bros to pioneer e 4 airbases n EaSt Jcs..we got a 4-5 new bros in Changi n Paya Lebar airbases n 4 pple in VJ n MJ..why can't God still works? we were smaller in number, less resources, NUS is much bigger..it doesn't make sense if we can't pioneer a cg or even ctd winning pple to CHrist..let it happen God!

think i'm too excited liao.haha..abt e dreams i have for God..Zewei encouraged to do honours..if possible..for my own gd if i were to consider govt job..n ministry as well..it'd a gd testimony to e younger ones oso..can't believe it at times..i dun really think i can but yet someone like me juz have faith in me, believing n encouraging me tt i can..quiet support,gentle yet convicted when he speaks..really learn a lot from him..haha..he asked me to share more oso..wat i learnt in my modules..talk it out..discuss w pple around..i hate tt man..when talking abt academia stuff, i juz not interested/can't engage my mind into it..but think GOd wants me to grow lah..tt's why i'm w kc,wz n rob etc..haha..i'd try my best man..more interested in current happenings/powerful testimonies/chatting at times or juz reading..why need to talk n engage..a lot of time n energy needed..i think tt's where i lack..dun discuss..my grades mediocre loh..haha...makes sense again..

realli enjoyed my sw modules..it's like attending cg i w'd say..maybe more enjoyable..haha..tut is fun..u practise wat u learn..noe much abt myself..encouraged by other bros n sis-in-Christ..at e work tt they r doing..we are not alone..met my sec cca teacher..she's leading her church ministry in nus..from Tabernacle church n missions..doing her masters in jap studies..wow..praise God! didn't realli expect to run into her after 4 yrs..n we r in e same sch doing God's work!! hurray! encouraged oso by bros n sis in my sw tut..lisitng God n sharing their faith as e most impt value in their lives..tt's so much meaning in wat im doing though there's temptation as well..juz look so ideal if i were to find a gal in sw..same faith..doing God's work..same yr oso..study together n .. . ok..God helps me! there r gals who r gd-looking n 've strong faith..i'm studying to help pple, not for myself..haha..