dun noe wat to expect is e feeling i get as i'm gonna take care of the arts bros togther w robert n benglee..it feels gd though tt we've come tis far..e dream of having a separate arts n eng cg becoming a reality is too gd to be true man..wow..PTL! had a gd time of dmm w clara,ben,meiyan n jiexian..frankly speaking..tot it'd be serious atmosphere etc but things were not wat i expected..haha..joking n making fun of one another..hmm..changed my expectations man..
felt quite gd man for tis whole mth of jan..got to noe some bros n sis better..it's great man..juz amazed how fast time can pass..readings are more xiong tis sem but still manageable..it's a challenge for me to read e readings for youth work..a bit worried how e various projects w'd turn out..got 3 mega ones..all e 3 sw modules i taking..n e weightage not minimal man..40-60%..a lot is expected..n at e same time juz feels burdened for our sub..juz counting after last pm..a lot of us r gonna graduate soon..>13 after tis sem..looks like an exodus..things w'd not be e same..zewei's sharing reali struck me to do a re-examining of certain attitudes tt i hold to particularly the need to love others more w e love i experienced from pple around..it's not easy 'cos by nature, every1 is selfish..one wants attention from pple more, to understand than to do e reciprocal..but to love thy neighbor as ourselves..hmm..it's not easy but can be done..
it's reali an unexpecting yr..haha..a lot of questions to be answered n uncertainties ahead..more commitment/compromising..CAP going up/down..1/2 yr left in nus..how many pple w'd still carry on e race..w'd i be able to forge friendships w pple around..all e ex-PT bros coming to nus next sem-justin,yinjie,derek! hongye..exciting man..
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