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it's kind of weird to blog now..haha..juz turned 23..oh man..juz can't believe it..anyway..juz want to thank God for Him and tis Hope family tt he has given me..i dun say it often man..but i reali mean it..did 've tots of leaving Hope juz 2 mths back, dec period..my sis left church, received harsh corrections from shepherd, feels tt no one reali understood wat i'm going thru'..oh man..but thank God for his grace n mercy, realised tt i've taken a lot of things for granted after e tsunami happened, was juz so blinded to wanting to share the gospel n my studies n nthg else man..got prideful, lonely n negative..oh man, juz can't believe tt i went thru' tt..thx to His grace..showed me how fortunate i am to be able to live, 've a relationship w God, eternal life..it's great man..i can be contented, satisfied yet at e same wanting to grow..i was truly humbled..still am..i can't reali say tt i can be as childlike as ever before but yet i wanted to change n grow more tis sem..which i did..studying earlier, not watching movies alone..haha..make fuller use of my time..fellowship more..haha..it's quite different from e experiences tt i went thru' for previous sems..still it's a gd experience..it's tt kind when i looked back, a turning pt..pruned n exchanged for more of Christ's character n less of myself..PRaise God! hope to discover a lot more abt myself n wat God can use me n our SubD to fulfil his purpose in 2005..yeah! :)