tots from e camp

enjoyed e camp quite a fair bit..esp from e fellowship and teachings..tis is reali a balanced camp..with not so much emphasis on juz giving lots of teachings esp from previous camps but lighter but spirit impartation as strong still and relevant to tis life stage

it is definitely a joy to see so many of e younger n newer bros n sis to join us..it's reali refreshing..though my cg is still relatively new w one another but e effort to want to bond n take initiative to noe each other well is encouraging..

was thankful for e word spoken thru zewei..as he prayed over me..asked for a balance point over my spiritual life and other aspects of my life..had been on a pendulum lately..in e world and it seemed to be of e world..other times..not of e world but dun seem to be of much use either..distractns, temptatns..tot e word was apt dat i need to focus on wat's e most impt thing in life..dat is to love e Lord my God with all my heart,soul,mind n strength..more than e attention on myself,gaining approval from ppl,popularity..

it doesnt matter wat u lack but yet u still can give yr veri best in all that you do..tis was sthg dat hits me..focusing so much wat is lacking, dat few things..time n time again..it is a change of persepective..i guess i have made a decision in my heart to want to focus on my life n nothing else at least till early 2009..after serving out e full term of my contract..might plant church overseas? or stay here for gd..not sure..seeking n praying..prob w'd discuss more w peers,sheeps more..

it resonated deeply in my heart a lot when hearing pastor jeff shared literally his heart on e 3rd night..can reali sense his heartbeat for us all..to be successful in all dat we do n bring honor to our Lord..been blessed by his humility n openess..remembered when he said dat "he was a just church man..his role is to inspire us to pursue our best in Jesus..he does e best he can to prepare well his teachings,preaching..so candid when he shared dat he could not have imagined standing here n preaching to us when he was a newer n younger believer" i remembered earlier, last wk or sthg, he shared dat he is pursuing a Master in theology n voice learning to improve himself further..

let me treasure all tis 'heavenly' blessings from e camp..time to make an impact in e real world..reali need a longer term vision than juz everyday living..