friday..

wat a day..juz got e news tt one of my students dun need tuition anymore..haiz..kinda of sad man..try to call her but she never picks up..it's not juz abt e $, less income for now..but it's oso e friendship built up w her..how come such a thing could happen? tot i could help her all e way, to see her thru' till she finishes her exams but now..haiz..think it's ok lah..really hope tt God w'd take care of her.

Had a gd talk w Zewei juz now..helped me to have understanding of a few things..really thank God for tis bro..was feeling quite down tis few days esp. mon-wed..tutorials came in, minstry oso..couldn't cope veri well..but he encouraged me to find strength from God-to noe who I am in God's sight n trust in Him still and towards pple around more..n move on..directed me back to wat God wants me to do for e next few yrs..guess it's a gd thing to be sure of wat i hope for in life..wat does He want me to do really beyond all the farce of doing a lot of things, to be a jack of all trades- it might not be wat i can do..it's much better to specialise in a few core areas even more n build upon my weaknesses..hmm..makes sense to me..haha

had a gd time of fellowship yesterday..we juz gathered n watched s'pore idol together at ke7 canteen..teasing, making comments abt e participants..arguing who is e most eligible for rui zhi oso..haha..really enjoyed it..liked e tutorials i attended yesterday-sw2105 n ssa2203..for 05, was basically a time to learn more abt oneself thru' interaction-observing one's eye/facial movt etc..so fun! haha..noe tt i'm a visual-right person who recall things thru' visual mainly..can't sit still, a lot of mvts when i speak..haha..03 was quite quiet though..only 12 pple incl. me but thk God..was still able to contribute my views..compared to previous sems, i'd 've easily juz kept quiet than to share though i've read e readings..juz can't be bothered..hopefully i'd keep it tt way..