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wat a wk..juz 3 days since i last blogged..so many things have happened..if u wondering wat e above serial no rep..that's my ippt-fitness test serial no..haiz..i flunked it..my 2.4 km run got 12.45 mins..need to run below 12.20 in order to pass..kind of sad 'cos my fitness has deteriorated much since my ns days..this kind of timing is well well below..used to run 9.39 mins,10.15 mins..not tt gd runner though..haha..but wat happened to me now..argh..i dun blame God..i was veri tired when i took e test..before the run..knew that i'd not be able to make it..indeed after the first run, i was panting big time..think it's ok lah..I believe God trying to teach me not to be complacent with my life..not to get too comfy man..as i had realised..e test was juz one sign...

was quite moody on fri..esp during e bball match..kind of lost my temper towards a bro..juz can't stand the way he talked at times though all e while i didn't react negatively..didn't meet xiaolin-my sec 4 student i teaching..she's sick n try to contact her..also never reply..dun noe how is she..but gd thing she stilla sk me to pray n sms her a verse she's looking for..think i'm quite resistant when pple's attitudes put me off esp..pple who r 'bo chup', laid back n insensitive to other pple's needs..

still there's a consolation..sowing on tianrui rpogressing quite ok..got to noe him n kenneth-his gd frenz-arts PL oso..Hurray!! : ) hit out quite well with him..reminds me of my jc classmate-zhongcheng..intellectual yet warm n friendly..not e typical guy u'd meet..haha..praying hard for God to work in them!!

God kinda of remind me to give thks for the pple He sent into my life this 22 yrs..here they r

>my sis, SheraLyn!
really a great blessing to have her as my blood n spiritual sis..same church some more..though we r of opp. gender yet we still can be so close..only God can give this kind of relationship..its quite rare n unique..thank GOd!

>my sheep, DeReK!
a close n dear frenz n bro oso..though i'm 2 yrs older and his passion is music whereas i am not..we stil can bond n share lives with one another..really treasure this friendship a lot..thx bro for everythin u've done! You r there for me when i'm down! Luv ya! : )

>my 1st shepherd-Dingting!
wat a bro..though i've 4 shepherds after he passed me over, he still remains the one who impacted my life the most by his excellence in serving God and faithfulness n sensitivity towards other pple..laid a veri gd foundation in my walk with God! thk you shepherd! my other ex-shepherds did played a part to craft me into the person i am today-Michael-his zeal, Wenjiang-his commitment towards God n His pple n Francis-his love n care..

>My Close frenz in camp!
was a turning pt for me after i knew God be4 my ns days..got to make a few gds frenz in camp..Shawn-such a nice brother, willing to give his time and effort to help me whateverr way he can..Same church yeah! Guoxiong-was there to listen n live life together..Jayson+Desheng+Benglee+Dennis-hope bro! +Qiaoming+Zhicheng+Kelvin+Chris+Sengchai..not forgetting the Christian bros oso-Jason,Daniel,Fabian etc..had a great time doing God's work with you all winning our airbase for God!! powerful, full of the spirit of love n zeal..better stop be4 i get too nostalgia-i'm a mel-phl person..haha..must look ahead man!! 2/3 yrs more in nus..still got time to influence e souls in fass, achieving a greater success than my previous experiences..

>Darren Wong-my JC civics/PDG tutor!
The beSt teacher i ever had..one of the reasons why I want to be a Christian! his life juz shine so brightly- full of Christlikeness-love,zeal,faith n joy!! : )

>Claramae,Benaiah,Qiaoping,Sijia n Zewei!
These r the 5 pple whom I look up to a lot in our subdistrict..not tt i dun learn from other bros n sis..but these pple really inspire me by their dedication in serving God n willing to get out of their comfort zones-even if it means denying their personalities watever means in order to see God's kingdom advances..

Come to think abt it..sometimes it's not the loudness,'rara',noise tt makes us different or unique but God looks at our hearts beyond the farce,the surface of things..'cos that is the place where we give our worship to God though pple might not see it,notice u n affirm u for u 've done..God knows tt u are living for Him, not for men to see..He affirms you! tt's the best assurance n u derive the strength to keep on persevering on without fail..sober,quiet service...

i want to give thks for my parents oso..among other pple like Kunxiang,Jan,Tze Jing n Tze Han-sec sch frenz n Alvin,Yih tung,Jiun Yeong-Jc frenz..Zhiliang-BMT gd buddy-me n him e 'blur' pple in my section..haha..Pri frenz-Du Soon,Jialin,Adrian though never keep in touch..hope to meet them soon man..most of e pple i'm close to were those in army n Pre-tertiary(JC n NS) ministry days man..Michael,jiajun,Tom oso..haha...seems quite hard to forge gd friendships in NUS..but there's hoPe i HoPe..provided we get our act together more put aside our differences..make e effort to noe,understand n appreciate one another..i'm sure our unit/subD w'd shine for JeSuS n win 100 souls for Him! Amen!