they say..

veri encouraged to see kangwei recovering swiftly..reali a relief when he looks so much better than last wk..much more energised n alert..Thank God !

hardly got anytime to blog man these days but would still try to..haha..recently several pple's words have made me thought more abt this thing of being the salt n light, being the head and not the tail..ZW mentioned it in SubD we need to take charge of our spiritual gwth..Cla oso thru' Unit..shared how much insight she gained from going for the forum n how she was impressed by Alan's sharing as he was one of the panelists..it was abt social entreprenuership..n he was one of the four featured..he attributed his devpt as e person he is today to the credit of his 'faith', gd mentor n like-minded peers..these words still stick on my mind vividly till now..it'd be quite weird if i were to blog only my blessings but dun mention other things..it's my blog anyway..it ought to be personal..haha..

it reali made me ponder more..though i wanted to share how God use me to share the gospel to a course mate but i guess there r a lot more i can share abt beside tt..haha..yesterday didn't do a gd job in leadign p&w for cg yesterday..was not properly rehearsed,songs not familar..below excellence man..went for sw talks oso..its reali a gd opportunity to develop myself since i more or less w'd go for sw profession..mcys n ncss offering tis scholarship whereby they'd tailor-made yr abilities w wat e VWOs(voluntary welfare org) need in demand..if matched successful, i'd get e deal n they'd pay for my tution fees acc to e yrs left in nus..reali hope to get it man..the hard part is they selecting 10 only..haha..hopefully..they'd give sw guys priority oso..haha..

tt's beside the pt man..haha..i kinda regret tt i could 've shared abt God,my faith as reasons why i want to do social work! wat else if i'm not a Christian?! i didn't seize it as e org lady was asking me as i was the only guy there out of the 10..i juz shared sthg like becos' of interest n it's more meaningful..so surface..argh..so unfaithful i am as i realised..still quite stunned by wat the Holy Spirit reveals this truth so deeply to me..it made me aware,remorse,guilty,sad tt for e past 1 yr n 4 mths since i came out of army, what was i doing w my life? it's mediorce! nthg short of excitement..boredom,loneliness,shyness,fears,stress,deception,inferiority n more..no wonder God says tt if salt loses its flavour, wat use does it 've more? nthg..

All e testimonies even e guy i reaching to is eagerly pursuing wat he is convicted to do..learning Malay,leading volunteer gp..actively learning..tt's fantastic..wat am i doing? not to say tt tis period of time was totally in vain but i seriously felt tt i could do much more..much more..it's a gd thing, brings a lot of satisfaction when some of the plans i made for ministry n myself came to pass from 1st day of holidays till e end of e yr..finished e Old testament liao, led HSB,1 WSB n member,saved 2 souls during e holidays..2/5 more! : ) 2 more sheep!..2 more coming..haha..clocked 16 hrs for studies last wk compared to <10>

2nd Pet 1:8-10
8The more you grow like this, the more you will become productive and useful in your knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. 9But those who fail to develop these virtues are blind or, at least, very shortsighted. They have already forgotten that God has cleansed them from their old life of sin. 10So, dear brothers and sisters, work hard to prove that you really are among those God has called and chosen. Doing this, you will never stumble or fall away. 11And God will open wide the gates of heaven for you to enter into the eternal Kingdom of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ