wk 05

haha..wat a frustrating wk..juz can't study..find it so hard to concentrate..to juz be still..when tt happens..i start to panic..aghast at e time lost..mins/hrs lost doing other things..haiz..but thk God..managed to get e engine going a bit yesterday..more or less in e mood to study..haha..34 readings to clear..not incl. tis coming wk's ones..scary man..dun now how my wk w'd be like..his essay/project..gek report/test..dun want to think abt it..juz hope to put in my effort in my studies..

quite a gd wk other than e daunting readings..reali glad tt benglee is growing steadily..HS baptised..going for membership next sun..jia you bro! reali glad n rejoiced tt God has brought in so many Changi Airbase pple in our church> me,benglee,guoxiong,shawn,weida,dennis..even weizan came today oso..amazing man..in e past oso>suraj,desheng,stanley,mark,sengchai all came before..thk God! want to see tianrui,jon ho,chia guan n elson come in by end-Dec..hopefully edwin, barnabas w'd settle in Hope oso..esp e yr1 PLs..i'd regret if i juz graduate w/o replacing myself w a gp of bros who can carry on e vision in nus..i want to see it happen..

My birthday wishes for 04!
1. Arts guy CG birthed!
2.God starts to work in my relatives esp e younger generation!
3.I want to be effective n productive for Christ esp. character devpt
-tis sem > learn guitar,marathon >pick up langauge/hip hop during dec >read up on arts/sci knowledge
4.'ve a CAP of 3.65

finally settle e laptop issue..been walking to n fro e notbk centre..trying to get e laptop for a PT bro who's staying in mj now..yr 1..was so glad tt e saga is concluded once n for all..phew..nvm..hopefully it'd sow a seed in him tt w'd grow when he come back to God in e future..reali understand why i'm in nus now instead of PT..fe yrs down e road until 2007..there r a few PT pple coming in every yr..exciting man..hopefully they'd be e next gen of NUS leaders..

veri grateful for tis family tt i'm in > NUS WeSt..though many differences n imperfectns.still it's God 's family! trying to strive for e ideals..there's always someone to encourage me wheni'm down..it's juz enjoyable when a few of us 've a fruit feast..juz open up e durians..encourage one another..share insights how to take care of e brothers..joke w one another..it's rare to 've such an occasion.. : )

Zewei's sharing realli spoke to me..esp e pt abt casting away childish ways of thinking n growing up..think it's a gd analogy tt he has used..his nephew as eg..tis few wks esp keep on having an inferiority complex..blind n limit how God can use me..find tt i dun rem what God had done in e past easily..get stuck on e struggles/negativities easily..it's a work in progress..building upon e past foundations tt God has laid in my life..help me to rem tt Lord !..there's so much to grow in, learn from..it's endless n i should not stop or if at all comfortable at wat i've achieved..

As wat ZW shared..4 yrs liao in Hope, SDL but yet he admits tt he's still got a lot to learn n grow..how much more i should grow as well? haha..so much to learn abt e Bible..praying more..walking w God more intimately..how can i slack n forgot his grace so easily? there's reali value in working dilligently for Christ..24/7..non-stop..Jesus's minstry is so fruitful though he's on earth for 3 n 1/2 yrs only..n he promised tt we'd do even more, greater things than he does..i should be productive,forceful,zealous as His kingdom advances forcefully!..Amen! : )

God still wants me to work w me..to bring potential policymakers into His kingdom,equip w e skills to to prepare me for working life pretty soon..influence youths..until all these r done, i'd not leave nus man..