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wat a wk..dun noe how to describe it sometimes esp 4 e few wks only blog once a wk..run out of titles to write though each wk is unique..haha

find it difficult to accept at times why some pple can be born so smart and they cam easily get the As they want..yet other pple have to work their way up..it's puzzling but i guess God looks at our faithfulness more than anything else..tt's all it matters i supposed..it's a joy to reali hear from numerous bros and sis how well they did for their tests n assignments..reali quite a lot of them..while i juz scrapped thru for my gek test..haiz..though i must say i was quite unfaithful..still juz feel out of place sometimes..haha..

think God has been using me to share to pple around me..acted for a skit on thurs abt being salt n light..it's quite an honour to be used as a case study for the younger bros n sis to learn from..haha..honestly, reali dun like to be high-profiled man..i'm not those who like to hog the limelight..i'd rather prefer not to be noticed than to..as long as God knows..tt's gd enough for me..haha..still, i'm willing to share still..it's for His glory..think God's vision for me to preach and share to masses is coming to pass from the way i look at it..i received the vision when i was in ns..not reali faithful during my yr1 esp sem 2..but i guess He has been giving me opportunities to speak during PS tut i rem..sw career talk..relatives..ss/sw tut..js project..thank God..shared yesterday oso to a bros' dinner..juz feel so awkward..not used to such gathering for a long time..i was supposed to give an intro abt myself as i'm quite 'new' to the gp..then come all the qns from th e bros..kinda shocked to a certain extent..but i spoke from my heart though was quite tensed i must say..

Acts 19 is certainly coming to pass..i want to see it happen..despite some hiccups in my studies..i must really thank God for working in my 4 sheeps' lives..kin wee more discplined in his studies and showing more concern for the pple around..derek juz became a shepherd..truly encouraging..Gerard studying the scriptures with great eagerness..Benglee more established to the family..i'm reali veri glad..such joy is so unspeakable and it lasts..Jer 17:8,"He would be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream. it does not fear when heat comes; its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit." thank God !

oh ya..before i forgot, juz felt burdened when i looked at dec's blog, benglee n ruizhi knew him personally..tried to outreach to him last sem..he's juz feeling so lost joining all the hall activities..find it hard to share to anyone..my heart juz goes out to him..i'm reminded and convicted tt our Lord can fill his needs..got other frenz oso..yuexiang and my sec sch frenz kok chin..among the rest tianrui,jon ho,chia guan n alvin..want to bring the six of them to the giver of life..

nowadays, i'm juz busy w work if not ministry..dun 've so much free time as before..but then again..i didn't have much free time in the past oso when i was in my college days..haha..i was vp in current affairs club, CI, class rep and subject rep..was so passionate abt learning and going for talks/seminars..haha..it's still pretty much the same except tt i'm busy for God,it's not juz my job but my life obsession! yeah..seriously nthg else..kinda scary..it's the narrow path few w'd take but it's the only path tt leads to life and life to the fullest..

though i'm in a storm, i'd continue to stick with God with high persistence..i'd do my best..