Friday, October 08, 2004

wk 08

haha..haven't been blogging for some time liao..juz so busy with finishing all the assignments..seems like the only thing to worry about now..or the most impt thing all nus students have to go thru'..some rite of passage..haha..but i 'm glad God inserts a few events to make it a less mundane and routined..kinda of boring to go thru' e 3rd time again..

glad and relieved reali tt ellson's mum came to noe God before she lapsed into unconsciousness..it's reali God opening a door..juz can't help but feel a sense of helplessness tt life can be juz fragile and unpredictable n the one thing i can be helpful is to share the gospel, his message of eternal life to people around so tt they can have a chance to know Jesus..esp. my parents..reali can't bear to be separated from them..i won't want tt to happen..

got my gek test results..it's not fantastic to say the least..though i can justify it by saying tt i S/U it and didn't put in much effort..wat's e pt of brooding over it? seriously..i juz can't help myself sometimes what such things happen esp when i got a C for it..though i pass thank God but it's e lowest grade among the entire cohort..reminsicent of what i got for my 1st PL MCQ test last sem..sort of immune liao..but at least tis time my CAP is protected..can't imagine if it's not..juz got to work on my studies..dun want to think abt other things else except saving souls and building disciples..building God's church with other bros n sis..there r plenty, if not bountiful of non-believers out there striving for success, get their A+s/dean's list/honours/high-paid jobs..nthg wrong in tt but it'd not be my main pursuit..had enough of such things..

juz want to thank God for e awards i gotten during e uni forum last sat..got e awards for most witty comment and most outstanding in influencing his sphere of influence..haha..tot i'd get the one for sowing or showing support..but got sthg else..juz can' help it man..i juz feel so diff now compared to 1 wk again..haha..when i was so energised and refreshed..it's gd to be recognised..i'd see it as a source of motivation to strive for higher level of achievements for God..though it;s nto juz abt meeting goals and objectives merely..important thing is i want to please God alone and no one else..not for anybody's sake i'm being zealous for..tt's e greatest satisfaction i can get..to put a smile on his face and when we finally meet., it'd be for eternity oh Lord..


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