unfailing love

it had rather been an eventful wk..dun noe how to say it but all i noe God is the only one whom I'd trust..no one else matters as much as Him to me..sometimes it's thru' trials or difficult times when pple or circumstances fail u then u realise how great the Lord is esp his unfailing love and faithfulness to you..though it might be difficult to accept the truth at times..where it's blatantly stated tt to follow him, one must deny himself, take up the cross and follow him daily..it hurts at times..but eventually..as u ctd to trot on..persevere on..u'd experience his grace upon yr life and u discover wat it really all matters in life..seriously..not just the blessings tt come along or times of refreshing but u identify wat Christ went thru' to die for you and I..the costs and pain tt he had to bear upon himself..He allows u to experience tt but it's victory in the end..it's often a choice of whether will u still follow him if sthg bad happens..sthg beyond yr ctrl..it's juz tt brink of a decision tt we hang on..to carry on or to give up? it's just a decision away..it juz explain the fragility and fickle-mindedness in our hearts at times..only God and the Holy Spirit can convict us of his truth..only his presence can fill our hearts..only true worshippers can encourage u in your souls..tt's pretty much abt it..i'd hang in there Lord, finish the race until I see u coming back..tt's a day i long for really..nthgs beats to see tt day to come...to be where i really am..