Tuesday, January 18, 2005

conte m pl at io n

juz read tis verse..Isa 43:18-19.."Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the desert and streams in the wasteland." juz find it meaningful in e sense tt God always desires to do a new work in our hearts daily if not every moment..i juz can sense his strength esp his peace tis few days though i've not fully recovered..tis sem trying to learn to take tings in its stride..i dun mean slacking but more doing my best n leaving the rest to God..which i've been going thru'..started to do my readings which w'd be unimaginable for previous sems..not sowing much actually..haha..but i think it's gd for me tis period..to get my motives right and do a reconstruction in my heart before opening business..

i really want to do well for my studies..getting e 2A- n 2B+ if not one more A-..haha..not for e grades merely but it's juz a desire to give God my best, utmost..there's juz much more tt i can be faithful as it's his Word for me tis yr..to really be a God pleaser n pursuer, pursuing after e things of God mentioned in Timothy..pursue a Godly life along with faith, love and companionship of bros n sis around..yeah man..it takes a lot to acknowledge tt hey it's time to move on esp humility i'd say..to decide tt i carry w me certain mistakes i made in 04 n wanting to change n not be bothered by it in 05..tt's my struggle..e labor was not in vain, worth nothing but it's time to move on n not think abt it looking for justification/rationalisation..hmm..




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