hmm...

hmm..felt ministered by the UPM last nitez..not juz benglee's birthday n the game segment..many a times, i dun see myself as a soldier of Christ..let alone putting on the full armor..esp the past few days..juz felt so bogged down by comments from pple abt me n struggles tt i faced internally..no wonder i'm so vulnerable to attacks from my sinful self n satan..but reali glad tt i'm picking myself up..though still trying..haha..not easy man..

Yet I really rejoice at the same time that all the modules i taking so far i quite like them..maybe except for research methods but it's still ok..particularly yesterday's one was a veri gd one..learnt abt genes n the ethics/implications of changing one's genes, knew about youth work in s'pore much more..nation-building n wat it defines as a nation..researching not juz to gather data but it's practical at the same time..haha..but one thing is def bound to happen..it'd be a heavy sem man..2 mega projects i noe so far for sw..hmm..genes n nation still not so bad..

it's also exciting also as i'm reminded tt endurance comes from hope in Christ alone..though i must def grow to 've a heightened sense esp after all e calamities tt happen..it's imperative for all of us to take note..be prepared, watchful n alert..'cos Christ w'd return at a time when pple r caught unprepared, dwelling in sins n pleasures..putting an ext form of Godliness without the inside..hmm..but there's reason to rejoice to wait n be more patient..haha..see the Eng Unit comes to pass, Arts SubD along the way..see the UniD doing much more tis yr..yeah man..myself and bros/sis grow to maturity much more..even myself grow more, not juz sowing alone..i'd trust in yr promises, Lord! : )