hey

yo pple..dun be alarmed/shocked..anyone who is a believer w'd have struggles all e time..it's how u make sense and respond to them..haha..i'm not oso putting off a public stunt to win sympathy votes/to be heard/recognised or anything of tt sort..no need to worry for me ya..i'm juz trying to make sense of certain things that God has been speaking to me about tis few days..i'm not at the verge of leaving hope or anything..haha..but it's more to do with keeping u all in the loop how's my life been..learning to be more open thru' tis avenue among others..

tt i'm trying to grow in ya..at e end of e day, it's has to do with my relationship w God, issues tt I have to resolve with Him, nthg to do w the church sys, leaders or pple around..even if i were to be in another church, things won't be solved and the same issues w'd be there..thanks for showing tt you care..haha..