short break

can't believe it man..almost a mth since i last blogged..haha..juz finshed 3 papers..phew..wat a relief..though e last two ain't easy n the two which i dun 've much interest in..still want to thank God for his providence all tis while..

1. dun 've to pay hp bills for e 3rd consecutive mth..n it has been come down to $40+ range from 130>80>40! was a relief tt got e rebate tt singtel gave if not it'd be even worse

2.sat's sermon n wat is ahead for our minstry for e rest of e yr..so glad to 've eric n weizhang join us more often! PTL! it's e fruits tt we see after much sowing..i'm looking forward to see new CLs rise up..n for w4 to give birth..yeah..it'd happen..i take care of one cg n robert another one..wow..tt's xcting...hopefully got at least 4 incoming freshmen cross the line..by end-matric

3.drew closer to God tis period..not juz becos' it's exams but oso thru' e grades i got for my sw assignments:C,B-,B..not fantastic seriously..e C was the lowest comapred to the rest of the groups..haha..still, quite glad tt at least i realise tt i'm affected much by my studies which is not my most impt priority in life which is to worship n serve God man..guess it's a gd thing..as i think back, there r a few trials tt i went thru' not sure i emerged victoriously but i suppose there's sthg to understand thru' e difficult experience..can relate e most is when my sis left church last dec n i was falling sick, did not study much for my exams..feel like leaving, giving up but God sustains me thru'. He helped me to realise tt my sis is in His hands, not mine, i should learn to let it go n trust in Him. He made me realise tt He is more important than pple around n see that there r other pple who cares about me and i should give more attention to. A verse tt came to my mind was e one whereby Jesus talked about anyone who does His will is his father, mother and brother..struck a chord in me to 've a new perspective..reali quite glad lo which is why i'm not tt particularly stressed by grades etc but more able to find joy and understanding in wat i'm revising..still, i'm not tt 'on' abt outreach tis sem anymore but it's a gd thing though at least my motives are being pruned tt i'm doing outreach not to hit some goals or self-glorification but it's reali for God and Him alone..

4.wat i learnt in sw helped me quite a bit in understanding abt myself..realised tt i 've some irrational beliefs tt i hold on to at times tt might not be healthy at times..like low tolerance for mistakes made/putting up w pple's bad behavior..even think -ve of pple quite often..it's a sin but one tt is hard to overcome 'cos it can be juz so entrenched..yeah man..persistence n God's spirit will help me thru'..i reali hope..few ways i'm gonna to approach it man> stop when i think -ve, focused on verses n e person's gd pts when i think -ve, be aware of my speeh n underlying motives when i talk to pple, always test myself..more imptly is having heart of humility n repentance..wat it all boils down to..n accounting to pple oso like zewei etc..