wat a wk

juz want to thank God for my attachment..ini 've lots of reservations..not thinking much abt it oso..but e place,more imptly e pple n e scope of wat i learn exceeds my expectations..e pple at covenant family service centre r reali nice n helpful, juz feel like a family there..a lot of things r new to me, knowledge n skills on how to talk to parents, youths..wow..i'm juz amazed n grateful to God for tis opportunity..

it made me think more abt wat i want to do after grad..i was not veri sure whether sw is for me..but after 1 wk's stint, somehow i juz feel more burdened to be in tis line of job..though $ can be little but satisfaction level is many times more..when u help clients w their problems n they r happy tt they r coping better..i juz cannot help but feel satisfied n meaningful..

responded to missions service..before tt, never reali give much tots to plant church..it's always e loans n thinking of getting married n taking care of parents tt prevent me from thinking much abt it..but God juz moved during e svc..tt's juz tis strong sense of faith tt God w'd help me to see it come to pass..i dun 've to worry much or look further..come to think abt it, i might not even get married..long story but i've been thinking abt my life priorities tis few mths..there's juz so much to do for Christ tt is more impt..i'm more n more open to e idea..among other things like not doing honours n juz grad..move on to other ministries..

do feel burdened oso for ministry..though i must say i'm quite sianz..we've been talking abt e same stuff abt being holy and be more eager to outreach for some time liao but things dun seem to move much in us..haiz..somehow my attachement seems more interesting..but i pray tt God w'd guard my heart in tis time..kinda weird t barney is not joining us anymore but at e same time i respect his decision..hope he'd find a church tt he can settle down in..

still, life has to go on..i'm tested in many areas like tempted to rest, think lustful/-ve n God is training me oso to be more n more Godly-build up my basics, this is my occupation n imperative, more imptly to be easily affected by changing life circumstances..tis remains constant despite all e storms in life..

i'm looking to you Lord to guide me sail thru' all e storms tt w'd come tis few mths n my remaining time in nus ministry..not veri long..had a gd time talking to weizhang last night though dun noe wat to talk oso..quite encouraged by what he said..he's taking step by step to grow in his relationship w God..he was saying time in nus soon to be over but we still can do sthg for Him..Nothing is impossible tt cannot be achieved..i'm encouraged by tis bro man..n tis is wat keeps me moving..no matter how mundane,fruitless,disappointed,discouraged..Jesus remains the same and He is our hope n confidence..yeah man..