new beginning

just went to my new home yeah man..gonna move hse soon..oct 27th onwards..reali thank God for tis new hse..reali like e place a lot..on 15th storey..it's so breezy,shops/mac-24 hrs downstairs..so convenient..near to where my frenz are staying oso..can 've my own rm as well..it's reali a dream come true though it was only confirmed like few mths back only tt we want to move..actuali my mum,sis championed for it much..except me n my dad who is more nonchalant abt it..still glad man..

look forward to not just move in and have my own rm..but oso my hse could be a 'nexus' as well tt my cg,hougang bros can come and visit one another at my place..connecting w my relatives oso more..since all of them are like been moving hses all their lives for countless times..finally my family moves..glad tt some of them have voiced out to want to help out..i'm surprised and thankful oso by my dad's relatives..since my grandma passed away, we had not been close..veri scattered apart but glad tt they r taking e effort to want to connect w us..hmm..ya lo..hopefully they'd all seek refuge in God eventually though i do not know how God going to do it but i'd pray for his intervention..

these past few wks had been super busy man esp e last few days..oh man..dun noe how to describe it..reali feel veri tight..esp studying for my bahasa test n going for countless proj meetings..oh man..tis sem is prob e most stretched sem n one tt i study e least but yet intensively growing myself both spiritually and personal development wise..'cos i'm grad soon man..realise e need to reali learn more and be faithful w e place n time tt God has given me in nus..ya lo..though veri tired,frustrated as usual when busy period comes..w ppl 'cos busy n can't be so accomodating as be4..hmm..but reali find a lot of strength and rest in God in watever time tt i have w him..reali..e joy n peace can be so intimate at times..'cos i know God wants to grow me to be a confident and steady person to prepare me for e working life..wat's to come..

seriously, after my attachment,i see a lot of how being in the working world can be so different from the hope environment tt i'm so accustomed to..not saying tt it's not gd but we can all be veri sheltered and too comfortable n it'd be a big mishap for us if we dun take time to expose ourselves either thru' talking w outside ppl regularly or working for a short stint during hols..not compromising ministry at e same time..if we can't even connect w them, dun noe how to talk/express ourselves/talk in e same frequency/can only talk abt church n God..how to share abt Christ to them? though God can work oso but i believe he wants us oso not to be unprepared n unaware...tt's why it's impt to ground ourselves well in e Word and actively living out.. n reali grow to love to learn actively..tis is reali true and urgent for those of us who r graduating soon..no time to waste man..