Wednesday, February 01, 2006

gd cny break

my heart has been quite grateful towards God for all His faithfulness n love that He showered upon a forgiven sinner such as me..wow..amazing..tis few wks, i feel like knowing God all over again..never knew him tis way before or should I say never really allow Him to do so..i feel glad n calm most of e time, unlike e carnal me tt is panicky n unsettled..though at times still distracted but coping better w my emotions ba..GABA some of my tot patterns..

liked e cny 'cos it's e first time my relatives came to my hse since when man..in fact tis is e 2nd time ba all my life but 1st time 'cos we juz shifted hse ya lo..so glad tt one of my uncles' family..she and his daughter have come to noe e Lord! so glad man..been praying for my extended family for some time..though gd news but it's still a long way to go..but do hope to be connected to them esp e younger ones..got 2 nephews in mind..hmm..may God leads e way

watched 'fearless' reputed to be jet li's last swan song in his martial arts series..like it man..liked e part how he came back from his downfall n focus on others n e country than seeking self-glory..wow..it's like us many a times have to die to ourselves..been humbled by ppl n God..die to our own rights of comfort.self-whatever..but discover a new us as we let Christ dwell in us..as we listen n ponder abt wat he says to us..

tis sem is reali slack for me..3 days wk..some wks 2 days..2 modules webcast..only 3 modules got tutorial..1 module plan to SU..1 module watch movie..only 3 gp projects..no sw proj! yeah man..better make use of my time well..anyway..my schooling life coming to an end soon..after a gruelling 15 yrs..going thru e mainstream education..think it's enough for me man..time to work n support family

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