wat i have been doing

juz revised my gender lect notes..quite enjoy e modules i taking tis sem..gender,mental illness,theatre marketing,jap film n anime n IT systems..mostly jap film n mental ba..no pressure to do hons..so can slack..haha n enjoy e modules more oso..quite exposed to jap n e way e way their films r made..though totally new to me man..but it's much different than e typical hollywood mainstream kind of movies..argh..not going to watch tis kind for some time but i guess more indp films..content tends to be richer n less binded by industry stds..

enjoying oso my shepherding time..esp last sun ba..juz went shopping w kin wee after going to e career fair at suntec..we juz talk, shop..he bought a bag in e end..i didnt buy anything though a pair of fresstyle aid gloves n paddles caught my eye..haha..quite interested to use freestyle for future biathlons..enjoyed yesterday's dmm oso..shirl was juz sharing abt a few things..i tot it's quite timely n worth thinking abt..despite a busy wk of rushing my work n 2 days of surveying..oh man..at last..

her sharing caused me to tink oso wat i should be doing after grad..i was quite inspired by e tourism sector during e career fair..tot of being a tour guide man..happy-go-lucky kind of life enjoy e sun n wat e island has to offer..but u dun need a degree to do tt..haha..i wonder how God w'd see me oso..tot of another choice tt's joining e govt bureaucracy..get things done, higher level of efficiency n pdty..cut costs/wastes..haha...last one prob is wat my heart still interested man..working w youths directly..so thxful..went to hope ctre's briefing abt e ymca-citibank youth cause proj..

i was somewat re-kindled again as i shared my experiences w e adults ppl..hmm..thankful tt i'm now less impatient,juz want to rush to get a job but i tink e whole process is 1 step at a time..resume>interview>wait for job not resume>got e job! actuali tot of working in nus..can still be invol in ministry here but hmm..no opening..haha..guess there'd be many changes coming my n our way..next few wks..transistion to new life..cg changes..new faces..new culture/lifestyle..wor..but can trust in God's faithfulness..juz rem how he helped me when i was abt to ord..did surveying..taking care of cg after book out..n he juz take care of e rest man..did my FFI in a few hrs' time..took care of my finances/sch admissn..

and her sharing oso gave me n us a fair-weathered assessment of ourselves n our cgs man..i realise tt it takes more than juz brute force or being merely faithful n dilligence to take care of ppl..it's much more than tt..it's abt how to contextualise yr sharing such tt it ministers to yr hearer..it takes skill yes but more imptly e heart n sensitivity from e HS..a factor comes from e quality of my qt..how responsive is my heart to God n linking enough of God's Word to wat's happening in my life..sthg to tink abt..guess i reali realise tt shepherding or other areas of my life it is a lifelong journey to learn n re-learn..no such thing as a final destination only when we die n go to heaven..hmm..guess i'm gonna to be veri focused which is not my strength-distracted easily by emotions..but juz do my best to avail,grow for His kingdom..esp discipling e brothers..n develop myself for e next lap in adults ministry:theatre,social work,drive,language,IT,finance n fitness..all for his glory!