after birthday tots

thanks to those who have sent their wishes..it was just nice..birthday in e midst of cny celebratns...was rewarded w extra reasons to celebrate,take leave n receive more gifts,wishes..haha..

dun feel dat much..crossing dat 25 mark..seems like a pretty much normal time for me..perhaps e question comes to me more, what achievement or sort, have i done so far to warrant any kind of celebratn if any? Does relationship w God equates it all as it is e case since i came into e family some six years ago..before dat, celebratng birthday was like a non eventful..

time in tertiary seemed to magnify e significance much more..and as a child of God, it is like a stop-time to reflect n tink abt life..yr purpose,experiences w Him-valleys/mountain tops,moving ahead plans etc..i guess it'd ctd to be e case..do enjoy e celebratns so far..minus all e playing of games,baking of cakes,unit/subD scale kind of celebratns i used to be acquainted w..

i feel cosy,comfortable and at ease ba..even if e celebratns were pretty much spontaneous fellowship..no affirmatn or wat have u..i do not want to make e customary wishes as past years were..praying for parents' salvatn,yourself to grow n ppl around to live life happily..tink dat is standard..not to say dat i dun desire to but it should be in my heart to desire n pray always, not juz a noted day out of e entire year...

dat saying of cos,it'd belittle e significance if i dun tink so much of it or dismiss it as a non-event..nonchalant abt it..guess i am still praying n thinking thru w faith n wisdom wat e Lord will have me do in tis year ahead..one focus definitely is to learn all dat i can from tis job..ppl here are great..workwise is gd though mundane at times..guess e thing to do is to enjoy while it lasts..hope to be more outward-looking w tis special knack or instinct to connect resources to ppl i am close to n want to make my commitment to help them succeed, be it church or close frenz i noe..man..dun noe how to describe tis..but i hope to socialise more,contribute back to alumni? more public roles..not juz performing..hosting perhaps..

Yes..get dat driving licence!! frustrated w waiting time..no more buses 147 n 70..gosh..guess spare time becomes more n more impt to me..i only have around 7 hrs daily..i can't possibly devote travelling time to 2/3 hrs? unimaginable man..but it'd mean oso more self-discipline dat i can grow in..more intent to do things like spending quiet time which i could otherwise give e excuse dat i do it on e bus but most of e time i am just resting or listening to songs..

at e same thing of cos..building up my strengths: drama,dance,social work,adventure sports..

hmm..let see how e Lord w'd unfold e path ahead for me..