slow down..

e cough still ctd to haunt me for as long as i noe of..at e same time w'd enjoy tis cny break..believe it'd be a well-deserved rest from work n ministry for e time being..

things have been happening at a pace i can't find e time to reali slow down n reflect..i am juz amazed at e fact dat i have worked for abt four mths liao..e feeling seemed like i have worked for a long time..prob it's all e intensive work put into e upcoming seminar dat i felt tis way..reminded of e verse of being faithful w e small n God He w'd add to u more..it's not a matter of complaining of all e admin work u have to do-draft countless minutes/registration form/templates etc..but u see dat it's not an end in itself..believe it'd lead to more things entrusted to u..e job is reali abt event mgmt n marketing..operations driven but gd learning experience i believe..now clearer abt my job scope n expectatns :)

do remember playing at e stadium for one of our friendlies last wk..it was great man :) e experience made sweeter from all e epl following i have been doing n our lions wining e title..but stamina not reali there after playing for 20-odd mins..have to be substituted..haha but it's gd enough juz to be playing there n running n passing e ball..gd!

there is oso e visit to one of e pri schs which have daily PE..hearing from e teachers n students first-hand of e experiences..n encouraged when e principal testified dat she is a believer..e statement dat she said despite all e wonderful acts she has done to transform e sch..abt controlling n excel in e things she is entrusted with..anything beyond her control she'd juz leave it to God to take charge..wat an encouragement..many times i prob want to aim n dream big..but for her it's merely giving her energy to change the things she can..how true n a gd takeaway for me..to focus on wat i oredi have than not.

soon, it'd be my birthday..e dreadful 25th mark..gosh..i am not feeling much abt my physical age compared to my spiritual one..6yr n 4mths..it juz dawns upon me dat i am perhaps taking a few steps in my walk w Christ..it's not e feelings dat u have done much for Him..but juz small steps perhaps in serving n understanding abt Him..i am like thinking..how much glory can i bring Him in my workplace? with all e constraints n circumstances i experience..i was juz discussing w some bros n sis over alpha planning..my colleagues r mostly happy-go-lucky kind..they r comfortable n contented where they r..wat can captivate them to Christ? my experience so far had been compounded to a miserable few-mins of testifying Christ's goodness in my life..dat is prob all..hmm..

time to seek n pray..