7yrs..

i turned 7yrs..spiritually on mon..didnt have time to reflect but do feel dat i should post..things 've been happening such dat it is only gg upstream..which i'm thankful and knows dat He is leading me along e way..

things like gd appraisal, pay increment, improvement in driving, do noe dat it's just e external form of things..it can only be attributed to His work in me all these years..some areas still continually need to be moulded still..

perhaps, He has given me a lot of strength to focus on wat's ahead than dwell in e past, easily influenced by circumstances..sthg i noe it couldnt come from me..being a Mel,Phlegmatic..it's not easy to come out of it..when u are drown by all those negative emotions..yet i do know dat at our stage in life now, it is not easy w work as a constant now..n having to manage all e life expectations..a trait i know w'd help is to be contented n joyful..things i know i can change i would do my best, those dat i cannot i'd just leave it to Him..it's a process i learning to balance every day..

i'm thankful as well how he has prepared me in some aspect of my work..from coordinating and organising those sch camps or subD NB party to now organising a bigger event,conference for e past few wks..some of e strengths like taking care of ppl, mentoring, having e heart to be other-centric..do not happen overnight or occur naturally in tis carnal self of a forgiven sinner..thank God for His grace n mercy