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feel quite blessed by e visit to kaki bukit prison sch..i'm quite impressed by e inmates' conduct..though they r like almost finishing their sentence but still their politeness,well-mannered behavior, not to mention thier impressive multimedia presentations..wow..i dun even noe how to do them myself..haha..oso not so polite at times..impressive man..sometimes, it's a gd experience to interact w e not-so-typical s'poreans u r able to see more of wat life has to offer for them..not sheltered from yr own thinking n hope lifestyle..

enjoyed e talk w decai while on e back to sch..understood wat does it mean to be a guy turned gal as in his frenz..going for sex operation..i'm juz fascinated by such topics tt have to do with sexuality n one's identity..not tt i want to be one..haha..but it's juz runs contrary to our belief system tt God has an intended plan in e gender tt he has picked for us but yet some pple who has/hasn't noe God think otherwise..instead think tt they r e opp gender they ought to be..hmm..tis is a tough topic but one tt can stretch one's thinking..understand abt our faith better..thank God...

though exams abt 1 mth away..i'm not tt stressed yet..haha..amazing man..even though projs r like progressing fine but more needs to be done..i'm not tt despaired..haha..thank God for his peace..most prob i reali realised tt there r juz so many things tt i cannot be in ctrl w..reali..pple's feelings, they 've freewill..they decide..i'm not God..tt's not wat i should do..all i've to do is to be faithful n love Him n his pple..tt's all..e duty of mankind is to obey his commandments n shows reverence for Him...nthg else..when tt happens, God w'd juz put everything in place nicely in his timing w/o much hassle coming from myself..all i've to do is to enjoy fellowship w Him..tt's wat i want to do Lord..dun want to think abt pulling up cap..but to seek you..listen to u..understanding,wisdom,courage,love,peace,joy w'd come when i noe u n myself..e rest follows..thank u Lord for tis privilege to worship u..