battle!!

was thru' a period of testing lately..started last wk but thank god for help me thru'..did not cope well at work..feel quite down 'cos keep on making the same mistake again and again..haiz..have to battle hard with personal demons that haunted me again..had to put on full armor of God..not one piece off

but want to give thx still for the following
-sis came to church! praise God..did not do anything but God had opened a door in her heart to consider the possibility of coming back to Hope
-glad that derek had received scholarship and accomodation! amazing man how God rewarded those who remained faithful to trusting His Word..He'd definitely bring to pass
-give thanks for the attachment and what i have learnt..though can take more ownership of my learning..but yet learnt quite a fair bit..working with families,children and youth..haha..juz hope to learn as much as possible..it made me think more about my relationship with God at times..it juz seemed superficial which I experienced last wk..more like the form than desiring Him..
-pple in our subD for working so hard to win the PLs..reali encouraged by pple like dai dai,qiaoping and michelle..was with them during the campus tour..can see their sincerity and fervor to go all e way out..


the key thing that i learnt about myself is that i have a tendency to put the blame on other people, juz becos' so and so, then i'm like dat..how to change..i'm like dat..i'm quite emotional and driven by pple than God..failed to see the link or understand..Praise God! can grow from here :)


but glad that His grace has been with me all this while..i could have easily given up,flared,fallen sick,think negative but His Spirit has been in me, have a place in my heart..and I could be doing ok..haha..learnt from the Word abt building God's house-Nehemiah, great guy man, no one desired to build but yet he's so God-conscious,willing and persevering..man of courage and faith

hope to see all the 10 new babies in our subD soon! let's get 'pregnant'!