Wednesday, June 08, 2005

thank God

thank God for wat He has been doing!

-got 1 confirmed-xinjing! for welcome tea..reali find it amazing..had a long day at work, didn't really want to call but still juz follow wat God says.."dun kill the faith that I have deposited in you"

-quite humbled by wat my supervisor said abt me..guess it's a gd opportunity to learn 'cos kinda distracted easily as usual..haha..been thinking whether should i go into teaching or not..i want to work w youths n sch social work seems to limit wat one can do..if not, i'm thinking of working at fei yue..anyway, guess got to make my attachment count for e remaining 1 mth..still a lot for me to learn..

-realised a lot abt myself as i fast tis few days for church camp..by e way..did badly for my exams..got 1A,2C,1C+ n 1U..worst results ever but not veri surprising either..now my cap is 3.31 down from 3.43..still, i've more or less put behind it la..move on lo from here..it's quite a gd lesson though..make me realise tt i tend to take God's grace for granted easily..i dun seem to fear God in a healthy way but it has been for tis few mths juz obeying his principles without much heart transformation..sthg i learn from ps dinah's sermon, Godly character is a sign of walking with God, the fruit of the Spirit is developed from there..not some copy n paste thingy..it has to be grown from a mustard seed..slowly convictions r built up..haha

kinda weird even if it means 4 yrs + in church..sthg simple but yet so real..thank God..i reali want to make it count tis last yr in nus ministry..though it has been said much..but i do mean it man..there r a few strongholds i've to put down..i'd by His grace n stayed focused..now tt there's restructuring..new CG,UL..haha..great man..new heart n vision for God! look forward to hear wat God has to speak in the camp-!! :)

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