Sunday, November 13, 2005

faith

juz finished my dinner, taking a short break before mug for a while more..today is prob the only day i am at home e entire day and not going out at all..first time in many weeks..started revision at 830..then it's juz revise and revise my medical n theatre modules..though here n there, quite tired but generally e pace quite ok..accord to target..but tis exam prob quite different from previous sem..dun 've e burden of wanting to do hons so much but juz want to enjoy learning..though there's still slight inclination..

veri encouraged by pastor's sharing yesterday..it talks abt characteristics of heroic faith..it amazes me wat God is doing in the student ministry in thailand..all it takes a brother to dare to dream big for God, set up a musical band,cut 2 albums,finance students thru an optical shop,studio and musical camp soon..wow..all these within 6 yrs..it reali put me to shame as i realise tt i dun 've tt big a dream or not thinking much abt it but instead focus so much on myself,limitations and present situation..

still it gives me a fresh perspective into wat i'm revising now for my exams..valuing faith..yeah man..never knows when wat i learn w'd be of gd use to bless his kingdom..time to dream big for him man..think w'd be along e lines of doing youth work..running,dancing,acting and hosting for Him..start a business for him..church planter n be a shepherd of many in his church..Lord give me a confident and persevering faith

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