was reali refreshed not juz by e acting and the ppl in my group but oso reminded of God's faithfulness
that He has brought this vision to come to pass, sthg tat he spoke to me during last yr's church camp..dat i'd do sthg in front of an audience in LT13..yeah it's exactly e same LT! PTL! i am reminded oso e three more visions for my life to be fulfiled..a in-house conference, stadium and my mum being saved when she dies..not sure wat i'd be doing for e settings..maybe i am social worker involved in some conference and i am asked to speak on some issues? preach/perform in a stadium when i go church planting? anything is possible and it is not hard for the Lord to do..
tis exam is reali quite different from previous sems in gd and bad ways oso..not so bogged down by my revision but have a better understanding and interest in the modules i am taking..running,rehearsing and doing ministry in the midst of revision..but deep down reali assured and tasted God's grace and mercy for my CA grades, knowing tt He'd empower me thru'..
my mind and heart is more thinking abt wat is to come after the exams..how personally i should grow esp being rooted in my basics much more, reali maturing..and bringing the cg together though still have some way to go..but at least renewed in my commitment towards God and his ppl during svc yesterday..i do know it'd take much humility to change myself more to be a servant shepherd and lead on such convictions instead of on the title alone..tis is sthg dat i learnt from zewei man..instead of expecting ppl to follow or show love to you, take e lead yrself to go and love and serve yr ppl..it's like Jesus washing his disciples' feet and carrying the cross dep on the power and strength from Him above.. :)
the dying scene whereby i was supposed to 'resurrect' and speak to the audience as if i was alive. the effect is to prevent them from identifying too much w a person dying but understands what e person is trying to address thru this action
my 'partner' and me in the dying scene..i was supposed to die in his arms and expressed e joy and love of being able to see him again
2 comments:
bro, that was so refreshing to read! really encouraged by your humility.. and your passion for the things that you do. =)
Yeah! really very touched and inspired by what u wrote.
"...instead of expecting ppl to follow or show love to you, take e lead yrself to go and love and serve yr ppl..it's like Jesus washing his disciples' feet and carrying the cross dep on the power and strength from Him above.. :)"
Thank God for your being an example to me bro. :D jiayou in following His example... u'll continue to inspire us to follow His example too.
Love in Christ,
YA
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