reflecting..

juz came back home early..quite rare got tis oppportunity to juz sit around, enjoy e music on my pc..looked at e scenery n hear my mum's nagging oso..but w'd mug soon..

find some burdens in my heart lifted like studies in my bahasa n ts' CA..'ve been concerned how i'd fare knowing for e fact tt i did not do well in e initial few tests..turned out ok..at least pass..haha..guess around B- range ba..phew..my sw proj-medical sw got A-! my first time got such a grade though did not reali do much..gerard doing most of e work but still it's an encouragement man..same likewise for my conflict module got Excellent and job well done for presenation..prob e gp proj turned out tis way oso..i am reali pleasantly surprised man..last sem all proj were juz in e B/Cs range..

thank God for my oral exam on mon oso..was so nervous and tired juz scared tt i'd juz stammer n dat's it..doesn't help when i heard how stressful they were be4hand..haha..but it was God reali..i got a relatively familiar topic-my school! and role play oso..wow...though some errors here n there but still not dat bad ran my 1okm oso on tues..another breakthru'..suddenly e breakthru' juz come one by one..

learnt oso abt myself wat r some undesirable attitudes i have towards myself and as a shepherd..ohh..juz ask God to trim them away..was reading John 10..e verse juz spoke to me much abt e gd n hired shepherd..a gd shepherd is one who is willing to lay down his life for his sheep..think i am quite far man..haha but work towards more gwth..by His grace

talked to a grannie on 151 today..at first find her quite annoying 'cos she keeps on asking me questions and seems to want to talk to me but i want to revise..but finally i relent and talk to her..turns out tt she is a believer! and has been walking w God for 20 yrs..wow..dat's quite long man..from her sharing, feels dat her son influences her a lot n juz makes me re-think abt wat ive been doing to win my parents..i start to see the possibilities of it happening..yeah man..