feels gd man..went to mos w my colleagues last nite..to be able to dance again..groove to e music..indescribable joy! sthg in me just get ignited when i hear e music..tink my colleagues was a bit 'stunned'..a departure from e marcus they knew in office..prob 'well-behaved n obedient,quiet guy' kind of feel..haha..well..i can't explain as well..just like to dance :)
was so glad dat arsenal fought back to win man utd n drew w tottenham..that henry's header in injury time for man utd was just magnificent! i literally screamed for joy!! i am behind u gunners! reali hope they can win over bolton n tottenham to reach both cups' finals..as well as e upcoming champion leagues n premiership!
was busy in e earlier part of e wk for e upcoming seminar but glad dat most of e stuff are starting to clear soon..though took e time to play soccer on tues,wed n yes floorball on thurs..tink it's beyond me to workout so much..haha..but dun mind soccer man..esp hope to be like e gunners..their clinical finishing
caught up w jacky for lunch..refreshing to meet bros n sis over lunch during wkdays..they come my workplace to ask me return their chip, collect match tickets or discuss areas of collaboration..made u realise dat u are not all alone n there r ppl who r supporting or going thru e same thing as u..shared how we can start marketplace evangelism..reaching out to colleagues thru lifestyle..they seeing how u behave in workplace, going out together to chill out etc..otherwise had a gd time oso doing up e spiritual gifts survey over cg..was encouraged n wanting to re-kindle gift of evangelism..almost losing it..can reali capture eileen's spirit n heart to want to sow on her frenz..time for me to get e zeal back n imagine possibilities
things seemed to start moving for our cg..jiaxiang n kin wee have started their job hunting process..fulfiled that i did my part though minor, linking them to my social work peers but it pays..helping one another succeed..soon to be zhiyun, sijia n hanyew ba..cg blog being in e midst of setting up..throwing in of new ideas n initiatives for e new year..brainstorming..it is just so easy to go w work routine n prioritise other things as secondary..reali need to put God in e picture at e workplace n think abt ministry
find myself asking e question..or trying to answer these few weeks..find myself hard to reconcile between what i have and have not..especially when u are bombarded w all e signals dat tell u dat it is impt to be attached, get a driving licence, u should noe tis n dat n have personal financial consultants etc..it's not just a matter of remembering n focusing on things of God..definitely i am grateful for all dat He has given..tis life-transformatn gift..yet i need to prob answer n decide wat r e things dat r reali important and not..not having a driving licence doe not make you any lesser just as it is not wrong to want to be single-minded to choose to ctd to serve..it does not mean you are neglecting other areas of yr life..juz becos e pie for time is smaller..it does not mean u have a 'lack' or 'lagging behind'..at e same time knowing dat u cannot be too 'churchy', spending all yr time fellowship..where is e balance point for e pendulum?
time can reali pass by without yr prior knowledge..reali quick if u r occupied..i have worked for 3 mths liao but seemed like a long time..used to find it hard to accept the fact that i have to change or ppl around as well..how i wish everything w'd stay status quo..but it's pretty hard to believe dat that, ever, can be the case..feels bad everytime i see a frenz whom i have not met for a long time..guess i have to just be faithful to pray for them at e veri least..hopefully e Lord w'd watch n take care of them..
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